(:(Birthday):)

Well my birthday 12/12. Jacob and Andrew both told me happy b-day,, on facebook.. It hurts that I cannot talk to either on of them! Every time I see them its like that day when I told them I wouldn't bother them any more. Okay so since I lat wrote my blog my little half-sister's mother died! She's dead never coming back. She had been on drugs and an alcoholic really bad. She had a seizure and she died. It's so sad my father could even eat.  It was so hard seeing my dad cry like that. Okay so I am fasting from meat,, a church thing,, I have been since last July,, for my family is what imm praying for. And when this happened at first I thought it was my fault,, but I have realize that it was just a bit of the answer that God is sending me. Now my sister is 2 and I just turned 14. Its hard every now and then but I am trying to stay strong. That's about it.